New Year, New Attitude
I was so happy to see January 1, 2018! 2017 was the hardest year for our family. So with a new year comes a new attitude! This year will be one of gratitude. Whatever comes my way, I want to face it with gratitude! Next week marks 10 years that Sean and I were sitting in the doctor's office hearing my diagnosis. 10 years seems so long but I remember everything about that day like it was just yesterday! I have had several people ask me in the past few months how I knew something was wrong. I felt different but it wasn't a physical pain. My doctor ruled out all physical problems and then a psychologist gave me a test. I remember reading through the test before I answered anything. I knew what the "right" answers were that would get me the diagnosis of nothing is wrong go home, but I knew the answers that needed to be given because I wanted a better life and a better marriage. So, I answered everyone of them truthfully and left with an answer. I was very scared at first