A View Through A Different Window

I have been overwhelmed by the support I have received since I shared my story.  People I have not seen or heard from in over 20 years have reached out to me.  Friends of Sean have reached out to me.  Most importantly, people are sharing their struggles and talking about this common illness which is exactly why I shared my story.  I found out yesterday of a sweet friend who is going through her own battle.  I have prayed hard for my struggles to help someone else.  I am so happy that my story and experiences will be able to help my friend.  Most importantly, I am happy that she doesn't have to fight this alone, and I get to help her in her fight and help her overcome this!  In one short post, I have achieved my goal.  People are opening up about their struggles and talking about mental illness. Many of you are probably wondering why I chose now to share my story.  My family has been through a season in 2017.  On January 3rd,  Sean's step dad was in a horrible car accident tha

I have a secret.....A secret that I've kept for 9 years. Sean and I were married in July 2007 and  soon after I got sick. In February 2008, I was diagnosed with a mental illness. I will always remember the first thing that went through my mind- my life is over. I remember telling the doctor I understood what he was saying and looking over at Sean and telling him it was ok to leave.  I'll always remember him holding my hand. He didn't leave and has been by my side every step since then.  I have kept this secret from most everyone for 9 years because I was scared. Scared of the unknown and scared of losing friendships. I have far more good days than bad days and for that I am grateful! I decided to start this blog with the support of Sean and my closest friends to share my life and my journey. I hope that by being transparent I can help others who may be suffering silently. I also fully understand that by sharing my secret their will be people who no longer want to be friends